Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Speechless

Friends, today I've learned so much new things,
My junior , even I don't know him, has just passed away,
Once I heard it, I can't even said a word,
I'm thinking again of how GREAT is our God, It must be the best way for him,
But, sometimes what GREAT for our God can't be taken as GREAT for us .
Why? Cause we see it through a different point of view.
How do you feel when,
You don't have any time left to say how much you love,
You don't have any time left to say sorry
You don't have any time left to say goodbye
You don't have any time left to forgive
You don't have any time left to thank
to people who LOVED YOU because you don't have any more time,
Our life is such a so unpredictable things,
No one can ever predict,
You can't turn back time,
So once again as I always say ,
"LOVE THOSE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU!
SAY OR SHOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM TOO.
SHOW HOW MUCH YOU WANT THEM TO BE WITH YOU
AS YOU STILL HAVE TIME..."
What if tommorow we'll die and we haven't said it yet?
No one knows, maybe tommorow God will take me to His place?
Perhaps God will give me more time ,
to make my life more useful to other people,
to make my MOM HAPPY,
I think I still need more time to do so,
May God still gives me more time...
God Blesses US all

Through this post, AGAIN, i would really love to say,
MOM I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
DAD I LOVE YOU TOO,
BROTHERS I LOVE YOU ALL,
BEST FRIENDS, FRIENDS, EVERYONE WHO KNOW ME, THANK YOU, AND I LOVE YOU ALL
=D

RIP Kevin Grion


I heard bad news today,

My junior at school has just passed away,

My deepest condolences to his family and relatives,

May he live happily ever after with His Father in heaven,

GBU =D

Dear friends, let's all pray for Him



left Kevin Widjaja (RIP)
God Blesses always be with you.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

CAN'T BEAR THAT I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

1. GOD . who has give me so much blessing, care, protection, health, and so much more. Even though I have never see him *no one can actually, but I can feel His presence on every seconds of my life, so that I love Him so much, He never stop to protect me.

2. My MOM. who has give birth. never stop loving me, take care of me, protect me, and everything else. She's everything for me. I just want to make her happy. This is my life goal. The first and the most important one.

3. My DAD. who has work so hard for me all of this times. Who want to stick with us even though I know that it must be really hard for him. I just knew it. Sorry pap, if we can't give you the right figure of a happy family. We just can't figure it out. But deep inside we want to.

4. My BROTHERS. who have been a very nice brother who can play together and having fun together. Who can listen and want to talk to us. Who makes funny things happened at the house. Who reminds me of how much they care actually even they can't show it. I just knew it that you guys love me, right?

5. My COUSINS. who has been a very good listeners a good advisor for me. Who makes me learn how to calm down and be patient. who can listens to everything I want to said even they don't understand it . Maybe. LOL.

6. My AUNTY, GRANDMA, UNCLE. everyone who have been a good advisor, a good tutor of life. A good chef who cooked me everything good to eat.

7. My BESTIES. who have brighten up my life with laughter, smile. You guys are like the best!! You guys pick me up when I'm down, you guys would be a good listener when I tell you things, You guys act as a good advisor when I need to solve things out. I imagine how I can live this life without you guys. :))

8. My FRIENDS. who have been really really really nice to me. Who want to help me when I can't figure out something. You guys rock my life too!

9. EVERYONE WHO KNOW ME. Thanks for letting me knowing you guys. You guys must have add lots of lessons to my life.

Today I want to thank everyone, every people, who act on my life,
who have helped me, directly or indirectly,
I just can't imagine how's life without you ALL,
I want to thank you guys because I'm breathing right now must have been because of you all.
Thanks . :)))
May God always bless you ALL.

Remember ppl,
you can't never ever predict tommorow,
tommorow never will be known,
it's all a mystery,
tell people you need to love, that you love them,
as you still have time..... :)

HAVING SO MUCH FUN

Hey girls,
I think today is like the best day of the holiday so far ,
I went to Mangga Dua Square , with my girls, Teresa and Catherina
we ate dim sum there,
It's an all you can eat buffet,
And guess what ?
It only cost you Rp 56,000, tax included
But I dont take any of their picture, T_T
Later on, when I go there with my family, I promise you guys the picture of the foods,
It's quite good actually, the food is quite various, and it's CHEAP!
The cheapest dim sum ever!
You can eat there every day, started from 11 am to 3 pm .
The place is comfortable,
The service quite fast and friendly.
It's very reccommended!!

Service : *****
Clean : *****
Portion : ***
Price : ***** (perhaps I can give them 8 stars)
Comfort : *****

Monday, March 29, 2010

Remembering some sort of things

Hey guys, yesterday I played at my friend's house,
I saw her music playlist on iTunes,
At a time, I remembered all Colbie Caillat's songs that had lost nowhere from my playlist.
I have just downloaded it, some of her songs,
I remembered that I'm like her biggest fans when I was in the 9th grade.
I listened to her song almost every night, and her voice could calm me down,
just like Brian McKnight, her songs are great too, really my type of music. :D
Talking about 9th grade, I remembered things that I had been through with my first love,
I don't know how to say it, but I think I MISS HIM so when I hear to all Colbie Caillat's songs, :'(
Especially the songs, fallin for you,
It's not a sad song, then why should i've be sad?
This feeling is like mixing all around my head, remembering all my beautiful moments with him,
The most unforgetable things I've been through with him,
The most exiciting and heart-pumping,
But now he's someone else's,
What can I say ?
I don't even talk to him anymore...
So guys, when you have have yourself boyfriend/girlfriend that have give you lots of love,
patience, and make you smile, just show it to them,
Show how much you want them to be with you,
don't let them go, and you don't go either,
Stick with them, Stay...
That's all I can say. Remember, you can't predict tommorow,
Life, death, they're just so close to be predict, no one can ever predict it,
When you're still breathing here, try to make those people you love smile,
and feel like your presence is a present from God.

I love this one!

I don't know why,
I really love Brian McKnight's songs,
They're like so romantic,
especially this one,
Back At One, even though I'm not in love right now,
but the song really melts my heart, badly,
I wonder if one day my boyfriend, can sing this song for me,
woooooow, I'm wondering how romantic it could be,
I could cry perhaps, -> yes I cry EASILY
As with all my ex's none of them ever sing for me,
They make me feel special in their own ways,
I'm still happy living with them though before,

Read the lyrics ppl, when you hear it maybe you don't really concentrate on the lyrics,
Once I read it, it really touch my heart,
I know this is not a new hit album, it's old, but it's worth to read!
If you have read it, read it once again! it's really really sweet

It's undeniable that we should be together
It's unbelieveable , how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don't know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I'm for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal,
Yeah

*
One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see that you're the only one for me
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If I ever believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

It's so incredible the way things work themselves out,
and all emotional, once you know what it's all about, hey
And undesirable, for us to be apart,
I never would've made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
cause
One, you're like a dream come true
Two just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one throug three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

Say farewell to the dark of night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the Nick of time

I call this LOVE

when you wait even you have no more time
when you come even you don't know how
when you sit even the chair is wet
when you run even your leg hurt
when you read even the room is dark
when you dance even in the crowd
when you smile even it's hard
when you laugh even it's not funny
when you are happy even just by hearing their voices
when you can see even when you close your eyes
when you sing even you can't
when you scream even your throat hurt so much
when you want to wait even it's raining outside
when you try even there's no way out

:D love is just so undescribable, it comes, it goes,
but only one will stay forever and it will never leaves you,
no matter what happen,
love will always be by your side when you're up or down,
It's EVERLASTING and FOREVER. That's what I called LOVE really is. :)

Don't know what to name this one

I just want to share some sort of issues i have lately,
My feeling plays trick with me --> this word ideas come from my friend, Randy FB status
Those words really happened to me lately,
This is life is getting even more complicated for me,
When I'm faced with so many things at a time,
When I have so much to do but so little time left,
It's like time is running out for me,
I always wonder I want to make my mom happy, I want to help her out on the housekeeping things,
but, my full schedule at school, with the practice of anything, really kill my time,
and now I got some love issues that me, myself can't figure it out yet,
My thougts are like dividing into too many parts,
that i can't choose which one to concentrate on,
None of them even have their end,

Actually sometime I can feel like I'm too childish to face all this things,
I still can't differentiate between the TRUE LOVE and TEMPORARY LOVE
even though those two words has the same first alphabet,
but they have a very different meanings,

How can you find out TRUE LOVE?
Based on my daily life, I find it out from my mom,
She got it all for the meaning of true love
the sacrifice, patience, the love, everything

Sometimes, even though you have the real TRUE LOVE in front of your eyes,
you can still be blinded by the other 'T' LOVE, the TEMPORARY one.
This is what happened to me through every relationship i've been through,
I will choose to spend time with my BOYFRIEND than my MOM
I will choose to spend time to go out with my BOYFRIEND than helping my MOM works
I will choose to phoned my BOYFRIEND than giving my MOM a 5 minutes back rub
I will choose to eat in restaurant with my BOYFRIEND than eating my MOM handmade cookies
I will choose to sacrifice more to my BOYFRIEND than to my MOM

This life is weird, right ? So I am, I am one of the weirdo.
I want to learn how to differentiate the two 'T' LOVE ,
I wish you guys through things I've write above can start to think about
which one is the REAL TRUE LOVE and not the other one,
LOVE your family more than anything else *beside GOD of course
LOVE your Mom who has been with you,
We can't never predict tommorow,
anything can just happen,
As you got your time to love those people you need to love ,
LOVE THEM, SHOW THEM,
Don't regret it when you don't have any more time.
:)

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Things I love

Hey ppl, don't you sometime have a boring home alone time.

When you don't have anything to do anymore?

So I do! And this is what comes out from my mind when i got bored usually,

i draw picture, i paint, i took picture,

and here's some of my activity on this holiday :



1. Paint


This is kindda embarassing actually, cause i paint like a little kindegarten children who just mixed colour the way they want it to be. The messed i've made during the process is a lot then the result i've made actually. LOL


This is the before painting situation





This is the after painting situation






This is the 'MASTERPIECE' LOL






2. Took lots of pictures


Here are some of the stuppidest photo of them all with my dear lovely friend Catherina before we're foing to a party





















Saturday, March 27, 2010

TRUST

well ppl, I'm having some sort of a weird day today,

started from awake early in the morning, a very high appetite,

and now my hand won't stop typing. It seems so,

I have just post something to this blog right?

about those things about GRATEFUL,

and now I got another idea, talking about trust,

Lately I like to search quote about TRUST ,

as some of my friend seems like have issues with TRUST,

trust to friend or trust to those people they loved (BF/GF)



talking about TRUST, i have some great quotes about trust that i found from the result of

googl-ing to every kind of quotes website, and here's the best i've found yet!

This quotes are worth to read as they are a really GOOD one! ENJOY!



1. "to be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved"



2. "trust is like a vase, once it broken, even how hard you try, it won't ever look the same" <-- this is my lates FB status :p 3. "I don't believe you have to be better than everybody else. I beliebe you have to be better than you ever thought you could be" 4. "When mistrust comes in, love goes out" 5. "The best proof of love is trust" 6. "As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live" 7. "Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do" 8. "You must train you r intuition -- you must trust the small voice inside you which tells you exactly what to say, what to decide" 9. "A good marriage is at least 80% good luck in find the right person at the right time. The rest is trust" 10. "I trust that everything happens for a reason, even when we're not wise enough to see it" <- really like this one! :) 11. "we're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy" 12. "I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it" 13. "People ask me why it's so hard to trust people, and I ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise"

14. "If you say you can trust someone then you are admitting to something even greater than love. Trust involves all your thoughts and emotions to be given to someone so they can have. Trust someone is knowing that you can be hurt so bad that none can even know. This is why trust is a word of great power"

And here's some cute sayings about trust and it's really worth to read, it's sweet :)



A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:

Father : "Sweetheart, please hold my and so that you don't fall into the river."

Girl : "No, Dad. You hold my hand."

Dad : "What's the difference?" asked the puzzled father

Girl : "There's a big difference. If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that i may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, no matter what happens, you will never let mny hand go"



In any relationshop, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who you love rather than expecting them to hold yours. :)

life is hard

Life is circle
Life is always turning upside down
Life is beautiful
Life is hard
Life is God's gift

Yes it's true!
Sometime it pass my mind like,
"I should keep this life simple. Every task that God has give is not more than all the power we have, God just want us to push our limit, and make things that seems impossible become possible, cause with Him everything is possible"

But everytime the task come, when i struggle with it,
i can't think of any of those things.
It dissapears really quickly,
I ask myself why, and i still can't answer it.

When I am on the top of my life, i can think of those quotes really clearly,
but when I am down, when too much problems come at a time,
It seems like i have a temporary memory loss, and all the quotes fly away from my mind,
Life is actually really beautiful, and it's the greatest gift that we could ever have,
Life is a once adventure, Life is a once game that we can't quit,
It's just sometime people see it from a different side,
Like me, just not being naive,
Sometime I think this life is like unfair,
for example,
-those who are reach from their family, can get everything they want even though they don't do anything. But, I who come from a 'normal' family, have to struggle a lot to get things that they have
-those who has beautiful faces can easily get a boyfriend, but I who has just an ordinary faces can't get a boy that easy
-those who has sexy body can fit their body without having exercises every weeks, any surgeries and all. But, I who has to exercise every week, still can't get our ideal body image

It seems unfair right ? sometime it is, but sometime it's not actually.
When we're down we usually think that it's unfair
But I learn to see things through the positive side.
Cause everything we have right now, every thing we're living in, everything happened,
it just come out for a reason. That must be the best way for us .
It's just about how we react to things we've been through,
when you go through it with happiness,
and we'll get happiness too in the same way, but just it's not an instant process,
we need to wait, God will give the best time for us to get it all.
The best moment of our live!
Cheer everyone,
Be grateful that He is still by our side
Be grateful that we still breathing now
Be grateful that we're still having the biggest adventure of our live
Be grateful for all you have right now
Be grateful for everything happened!

But just don't stop at this moment right now, we still need to grow up,
to be a better someone. Grow up, learn, but still be grateful.
By being grateful doesn't mean we have to stop dreaming , right ?
Happy Sunday people. God blesses us all! :))

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Check this out

HI PEOPLE . =D
it has been such a very long time i don't ost anything here,
it might be because i don't have enough time,
my school schedule is getting even more crazier than before,
the homework, test, project and everything else,
it drives me crazy.

By the way, lately, I'm enjoying looking at these cool blogs,
it's a fashion blog actually, it's fresh and up to date,
not like mine though . I wish i could have more time to spend here, and write eveything here, *i wish

here it is guys,
Check their cool blogs out,

www.chictopia.com/missastronaut
http://www.junepaski.blogspot.com/
http://www.glistersandblisters.blogspot.com/
http://www.afternoonteaandlivingroom.blogspot.com/

hey, and also check this one out
http://www.picktheworst.com/
it quite disgusting anyway, but it's just fun to kill your boring home alone time .

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ask me anything!! =D

Enjoy surfing people..