Life is ain't easy but yet it's worthy

I'm back talking about lifes.
As a teenage i'm still searching for what i live for, and struggle with it. But i'm still trying though

Some people say that you can only live your life once,
Some say that every good deeds that you did, will bring you more luck for your rencarnation (where you'll totally forget about you past life)
I don't even have a clue which one i'm holding to.

But after a long brain-storming, i take my own conclution that whatever life means , whatever it will end , what ever it will brings me to (reincarnation, heaven , or even hell), i'll be living this life the best i could, the way i want it to be.

I'm not being naive, but money can't buy my happiness. Yes, it can makes me happy when 'money' fullfill my needs (everybody feels the same , i believe) But i won't live this life to find money and richness or position.

When money take control of your life, it'll be meaningless.
Cause money is just a piece of paper, is it worthy living through this chaotic and cruel life just for a piece of paper? I don't think so. Not everything can be buy with money.
So many people now like sacrificing everything to get money, even people they love are sacrificed.

Money is like drug when it takes control of your life, once you have it once,
you'll always want it more, and more. And when you lost it you'll do anything to
get it back even it's a crime

So don't you ever let money be your number one priority.

When you can make other people laugh, entertainted, giggle, or smile, through things you made, it will be much more worthy. Do something with your hobby, develop it into something that no one has ever thought before. Isn't it wonderful when you make other people happy as you're happy too? it's like a combo happiness. :))

Life is like walking on a beach side, you'll leave a mark, every step you make will remain if choose a right side where waves can't ever reach it. It's about your decision, you want to be remembered or just past away ?

chef's vs doctor's average salary

it's life..
some people living this life looking for happiness, some looking for position, some living for money. It's once again about decision that people make in their life, what would they want to be.

And I'm the one who is living to be happy, I'm searching for happiness.
Though the happiness is not just for myself, but also for people around me.
Talking about what most people say,
"happiness can't be buy with money." YES , it's true. But...
I'm just trying to be realistic here.

1. To be happy, we need to fullfil our needs

2. To fullfil our needs, we need money.

And so on... So , still money are 100% needed to fullfil every human being happiness.
Still relating with my last post about my dream. chef vs doctor.

I want to share to all of you guys the difference between a chef's and a doctor's salary.
And here's the chart.

This one is doctor's salary

this one is chef's salary

According to this chart. You can see th difference. How much job as a doctor is more promising than a chef?

I wish this chart would help any of you guys who have the same kind of dillema . :))

chef VS doctor

VS

Hi guys, thinking about my future.. Hmm.. Now that i've been in the 11th grade and i've chose science study as my major, I should have think about what major i would like to choose in the university.

In this chaotic world nowaday seems hard to live without hard work, determination, and SKILL.
There are too many smart people around the world. Too many competitor. That's why, i think we should have one specialization which make us differnt from any others.

So many graduates, from many top universities around Indonesia today are jobless. They depend only by their certificate. It's 100% not enough! We have to be creative. We have to make ourselves different in a good way of course.

So... I'm wondering, what makes me different from any other people?
I'm not good in music, I'm not the smartest one in class.
But maybe i'm creative enough though (not being proud)
and one more i love to eat and i really love to cook.

It's such a paradox with my childhood dream, which actually i'm holding to for my future job.
I want to be a doctor like from i was 6 years old. I was inspired by my uncle who is a doctor.
And on July this year, i went to China, Nanning exactly to see my future campus.

But, I don't know why, it seems like i'm not good enough in memorizing things, and i'm not really into studying, I'm not those who likes to read books for hours. I'm just... not really into those things. :(

So, this past few days, I am googlin around, searching for some new major which i really into. and I pick CULINARY as my priority. Base on my hobby to eat and cook.

I think it's not quite a promising job as a doctor.

But life.. We should enjoy it, base on what we like and what we really into.

Isn't it pathetic when someone do things they're not into, for their whole life?

I can't even imagine how hard it is.

So, I'm in such a dillema right now.

Should i pick the more promising job or should i pick the one base on my hobby ?

This is life. It's about making a decision.......

CHEF VS DOCTOR

MY SKETCH BOOK

HEY GUYS, I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO SHARE EVERY SINGLE SKETCHES I'VE MADE ON MY SKETCH BOOK. HOPE YOU ENJOY IT :))

1. CORNYTHEHORNY CORN. Strange name huh? yeah. I was inspired by the corn seeds that i've grown in my apartment balcony for biology laboratoy project. I wish that the corn seeds would grow as big as this one i've drawn. :))

2.NUMBERS EATER. this picture was drawn when i was so stressed about all of the test , all of the project and all homeworks. I think when you have so much homeworks you'll feel the same as this illustration. I imagining that if i had a toolbar of feelings, then it would look like in the picture when i'm studying.

3. See it through your eyes. I don't have any clue where i've got this idea from. just sketch in and TADAAAA. here it is. eyes of mine? hmm Maybe not. My EYES are a lo smaller than this.

4. Why don't ideas fall like rains? This is when i don't have any ideas about what to draw. So I'm imagining how good if ideas could fall as fast as the rain :p

5. And last . this is one of my favourite thouh. Which i set as my twitter's (claudia_cd) background. This picture was drawn when i was so sick of formulae, algebra, and all of those sic things arund in science class.

THIS IS IT. I haven't show yu all of my sketches. But I pick this 5 of my favourites to sow to yo guys. :))

at last..

Hi everyone. :)) After such a long time i didn't post anything to this blog.
there are many reasons for me not to post anything.

1. I got so many test, test, and test at school. It really freaks me out. :( Cause the tests is not easy though. And I'm afraid that i couldn't pass this grade. Oh gosh! Such this thing never even once pass my mine before i'm in this grade.

2. I got tons of homeworks, presentation, and projects. It takes almost most of my time to finish this all.

And this is the most stupid reason of all

3. I forgot my own password :p and in this Lebaran Holiday I think i've got some blessed or such things LOL . that i'm suddenly remeber those freaky meaningless password I've made before.

So i've got some advice for all of you guys when you're choosing a password

1. Choose something that has a specific meaning in your life . So you won't forget it

2. Maybe if it's meaningless, write it in your diary, a piece of paper, or anywhere else just you can read NOT else. (or even worse , use code or made your own alphabet LOL )

I think that's it for now. I need to take a bath. LOL :))