HIGHLY RECCOMMENDED MOVIE

3 idiots,
for some reason I don't have time to watch it in the cinema, so I decide to watch this from DVD,
and here's the references
Moral Lesson : *****
A really meaningful movie, with lots of moral lessons, tons of moral lessons, it teaches us about how to be what we want to by what everybody want but by what we really want to be from the deepest part of our heart.
Cast : *****
They're all act greatly, handsome and preety too

I can't say much about this movie,
it has all funny and sad part itself,
really, I've just drop some tears on some part of the movie,
I'm touched with the story,
I just reccommend you guys who haven't watch this movie , WATCH IT!
It's worthed more than enough, better than Indonesia serial drama ,
you better watch it don't underestimate Indian movie.
I've watched MY NAME IS KHAN and 3 IDIOTS,
and both are just unbelievably EXCELLENT.

holidays ahead

It's been the day I've been waiting for soooo long,
the day where I can 'purified' my mind,
the best time for me to think about my own decison about going abroad,
the best time for me to seek for the best academic school and so on, at last...
But still there is one more exam to go, one of the major subject,
BIOLOGY,
sure this is one of my favourite, but it took too many part of my brain ,
to memorize everything, it really tiring,
but guys cheers for us all that have passed all this exams 'thingy'
it must be a really tough week for us,
but we have made it through, :D
at least we've tried our best,
whatever ahead, whatever happen ,
we should hand it all to our God of course,
He knows what best for us, cause He is the greatest author ever!
He had design our life so perfectly, he made so many options for every thing we're doing,
when we did the bad thing, we'll get the 'not so good' option, and when we did the good thing, we'll get the 'perfect' option,
cause with God there's nothing useless, nothing meaningless,
behind whatever happen, He has prepare what's best!

KEEP FIGHTHING FOR THE BIOLOGY,
LET'S WAIT FOR THE RESULT,
I WISH YOU GUYS THE BEST,
WE CAN MAKE IT,
WHEN WE'RE WILLING TO TRY, RIGHT ?

Tons of wishes and prayer,
Claudia Christin :D

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after some time, i don't appear the "follow" toolbar on my blog,
but now it has appear, for anyone, for my friend, who like to read my post,
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John Mayer, I'm in love with you!

Not neccessary actually but I'm writing this blog by hearing John Mayer's songs, great song, sang by a great talented singer. Yes, it's John Mayer!
Actually I'm his NEW BIG FANS. Since I've just downloaded his songs from 4shared these past few months. :D and once I've heard it I really love it, the muic, the vocal, the accoustic guitar instrument, everything,
I just wonder when will he come to Indonesia ?
I wish he'll come someday, and I'll be one of thousands people who'll attend his concert.
Besides from his great and unique voice, he's charming, not really handsome for me, but got the charima to attract people. Just another wonder boy of the world.
Here's I've got some picture of him , enjoy poeple




he's really damn charming with his guitar!




he even looks good with curly hairs on.LOL

it's time to work out!

It's been quite a long time i don't g to the gym , exercise, eat like i usually do,
it's just that I don't want to think a lot about diet during the exams,
but hey people, it's almost the end of exams. Time for me to get back to my daily routine,
I'm thinking about losing like another 9 pounds or 10 pounds.
I wish I can stop my appetite for holiday later on. ( i wish :D )

I just want to share to you guys, tips how to lose your weight,
(i think i've wrote about this before, but i don't care. lol)

first, commitment! the most important and vital things when you're havig your diets, without this one, even how hard you work out day and night, stop eating the whole day, it will be useless, if you do that, I bet you won't get into shape because one day you will... Perhaps I don't know the exact vocabulary, but it's like take revenge for wat you've done. So maybe you eat three time much more, after you stop eating a whole day the day before. Or maybe you will get into shape , but it won't last long. Or the worst, you get yourself into shape, but growing yourself diseases.

second, good bye to fried food, baby! yes. any fried food , besides it contains a lot of fat that's not easily digested by our body, it's not healthy too. Eat more steamed food, steamed vegetables or fresh fruits will be much more better

third, exercise. It's an additional actually, just to shorten the time and get a better result. I've tried myself a diet without exercise, it works, but you need more effort than those who exercise daily.

Fourth, a good luck and a word good bye to fatty on your stomach .

:D

This is a truth, and I ain't making any theory, this is just really 100% based on my own experience a few years before, and hey! I lost more than 20pounds . :D

The "war" is going to start

It's not what war really mean in common words, but it means that my "war" in facing the final exams.
I just want to remind allof my friends in science stream,
DON'T GIVE UP,
THERE'S NOTHING IMPOSSIBLE,
IT'S JUST WE HAVEN'T TRIED OUR BEST TO MAKE THE IMPOSSIBLE,POSIBBLE.

THINK POSTIVE, KEEP TRYING,

AND LAST BT NOT LEAST, DON'T FORGET THAT GOD'S PLAN IS WHAT BEST FOR US,
WHATEVER HAPPEN, BE GRATEFUL, AS LONG AS YOU'VE TRIED YOUR BEST, BUT IT STILL DOESN'T WORK AS WHAT YOU PLAN, GOD MUST HAVE PLAN A BETTER ONE, THAT'S OUT OF YOUR MIND.

GOD BLESSES WITH US, FOREVER AND EVER,
GOOD LUCK GUYS!! =D
SEE YOU ON 12TH GRADE

inspired by a song

hey i've just listened to Brian McKnight's song, win,
it's kinda lame actually, it's an old song,
but i got lots of thing from it ,

"never give up, never lay down, never quit, never lose hope, never lose faith"

It means a lot for me,
every single word give me more power to keep trying on this 11th grade final exam which coming really soon,
I know many of my friends, I'm uncluded, are struggling to pass this grade,
we've tried our best, we've learned, we've studied, but sometime the score we got is just so unexpected. That's how life is really going to be,
it's just UNFAIR, and it's absolute, we can't change it,
all we have to do is FACE IT!

"When I fall I never fail, I just stand nd try again"

another great word from the song,
It teach me to take lessons when I fail,
It's not the end of the world when we're failed,
We just need to try again,
maybe last time we haven't tried our best,
and once we tried once again, it's time for us to make our best!
When we keep trying there'll be a way out,
even the unexpected one.
But don't forget even how hard we try,
we have to stay on the right path , and we can't stand alone ppl!
YOU NEED TO HOLD YOUR HAND TO SOMEONE YOU BELIEVE IN AND NEVER LET YOU GO.
And it suppose to be Jesus!
Keep praying while we're trying!
God knows what best for us..
Try our best and let God do the rest,

SPECIAL MESSAGE FOR MY CLASSMATES, SPADA,
WE CAN MAKE IT. WE CAN DO IT. WE CAN PASS IT.
CAUSE WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!
SPADA , LET'S DO THIS!! EXAMS AHEAD
LET'S STUDY!!

grade 11

Guys, grade 11 in high school is almost over. Time looks life flying really fast.
I'm a little bit sad actually. In Science 2, I've been through so many things, almost all of them were good memories. Even though there are only 28 pupils in my class, but that small number of students which make us know about each other more.
Science 2, science class with social soul. Maybe that's what describe my class best.
Yes, That's why I love my class so much,we're not the really 'quite' one,not so serious, but can have fun (sometime we're having fun too much)and sometime we're noisy depends on the teacher.
I'm so glad that God has prepared me to be in this class where I can know each of these people I mention:

Aldrich
The sleeping-beauty. :p almost every morning he looks sleepy. He usually sleep during classes especially biology. He's clever and has a special talent (I can't ention it here. LOL) He's funny though. He loves to bully one of our classmates I'll mention later on

Andrico
He's so quite. It's hard to hear his soft voice. He's very dilligent and always done his homework. He's good in computer programming, he's one of the national science olympics candidate. Good luck Andrico!

Angela
Beautiful girl sit infront of me. She has a really high voice. Once she screams, it hurts actually. :D But, she's one of the noisy-maker in my class which make my class much alive. She's not fat but she usually say that she's fat. She's a good listener. :D

Bimo
One of the top trouble maker. He loves to make hilarious, funny, ridiculous action that make all of us laugh. :D He's good in computer programming too. He's also one of the science olympics candidates. He's friendly and extremely energetic.

Caroline
She's a quite girl. She's really neat and she writes almost everything that our teacher wrote on whiteboard. That's why I love to borrow her notebook. She's our fresh new cople in my class with my other classmate I'll mention after her. By the way, she's good in drawing and really creative too. ;D

Davin
Our fresh new couple with Caroline. He's talented in chemistry. He ranked 3 out of 28pupils in my class. He's really clever but maybe sometimes he's a little bit moody. he's one of the candidates for chemistry national science olympics. Good luck Davin!

Efendi
He's friendly, smart, and good in chemistry. He doesn't talk much at class actually. He's also helpful. A great friend to be with .

Elita
She ranked 1 ot of 28 pupils in my class.She's really clever, and dilligent. She loves to read comic and novels. She's not a bookworm, not an ordinary clever person. She's friendly too.

Erica
My classmate who sit next to me. A good partner. Funny, young, energtic. She's really neat and organized. She loves korean band so much that's why she really loves to talk anything about her favouite band 'Super Juniour' in class. She's damn talented in math and she's really dilligent too. :D

Febiyani
A really calm and charismatic leader. She's our school organization leader. She's also clever and wise. She is smart and also really patient. She's also responsible and loveable. A kind of girl, boy wants to be with. :D

Fulbert
This boy usually teased by my classmates becase of his funny eyebrows which has a different structure and shape from usual eyebrows. He's a good secretary, responsible and friendly too. :D

Gamaliel
Our actor. He's talented in theatrical. He's also really good a mathematics. He loves to play online game. He loves to dance too. He's talented and religious. He is a good advisor too.

Handriady
Our little brother in class. He's young, cheerful,energetic, funny. He's smart but sometime he's lazy. He is also really loveable. He can get with almost everyone. He's really good in making jokes. :D

Irene
She's the main voice-maker. Really loves to take picture, she has such a great voice. Her voice is unique that's why I really love it. She's really friendly, energetic, and kind. :) really a good friend to be with. She's also loveable and religious. She is really the real example of multitalented girl.

Januar
He's the creative artist. He's creative and always full of ideas. He loves to draw and it's really good. He's also friendly and kind. He also has one of a kind of charisma that not everyone have.

Lita
The main example of a mother-like girl.She's so calm, mother-like, loves to cook, clever, neat. I do belive she's going to be a good wife later on.

Rudy
The one who always bullied by the entire class. He has such a unique face expressions. It never change. When he's sad, happy, or whatever it always look the same. He's really clever actually but he's sometime act really lazy,

Samuel
one of the boys at the back. I can't say much about him. He's really clever. He loves to teased my classmates I'll mention later on. LOL :P

Samuel G
He really has the charisma of a leader by the way he speaks. He loves to teased my classmates. He's dilligent and really insanely helpful to almost everyone. He has a dream to be a doctor. I do believe he'll be a good doctor later on. Good luck

Sastra
The most religious one out of us all. He's quite and talented in playing guitar. He also loves jazz music so much. He's friendly and dilligent. I can't say much about him because he rarely speak actually

Sebastian
The cutie-pie of my class. His face is really 'baby-face'. He's brave and one of the member of 'boys at the back' with samuel and another one I'll mention later on'. He's one of the funniest in my class. :D

Stephen
another member of 'boys at the back'. They're always together just like the 3 musketeers. LOL. Stephen is also clever and love to play basketball. He's good in physics. He's one of the candidates for physicas national science olympics. Good luck friend!

Suryadi
The bullied one in my class. He's really patient and never say much. He's the one who always being teased by the 'boys at the back'. He never gets mad. He's also serious when he's on classes. He always listen to the teacher. A good example of dicipline student, he just need to speak up more.

Vivi
another being bullied one. She's bullied by almost the entire whole class, whatever she's doing it must made our class laugh. She's really funny, kind, and clever. She's also cute. her face usually turns out to be pink and that's cute. Vivi also helpful and patient. She's really patient. Sometime she can turns out to be really emotional and moody.

William
My neighbour. LOL. The one who lives to the apartment just next to me. A helpful and shy guy. He loves disney channel so much. He's also dilligent and clever. He has a unique laugh. It sounds like a wicked witch laught. That's what makes him look ridiculous when he's laughing. It usually makes me laugh too. :D

Willy
The mathematics-master, even though he's really clever. He still wants to help me in teaching me mathematics. He's one of the people who loves to bully Rudy. LOL .

See. How various my class is?
i just have a simple message.
I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT CLASSMATES
I WANT TO THANK GOD THAT HE HAS PLACE ME IN SUCH A GREAT CLASS TO
I JUST LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS IN SCIENCE 2!
WE CAN ALL PASS THIS GRADE! WE CAN! LET'S TRY IT OUR BEST!!!! =D

try to be useful

sometime I think about "what am I really doing right now? What's the actual purpose I'm living right now? For who am I living for?"
Such a complicated question, right ?
Yes indeed it's really compicated.
I'm yet right now haven't got any answer yet,
I still can't decide what I'm going to be,
sometime I think about being a doctor, while sometime I'm thinking about being a business woman, sometme I'm thinkng about being a chef, none of them looks similiar even a bit.
I do believe there are still some of us who still can't decide what we're going to be yet and for what or who we're iving right now.

As you try to get your answer, why don't you try to be useful to other first ?
As what God wish us to be, someone who can be useful to other people.
Doesn't it feels great when your presence can make someone else feel happy and great?
Actually I'm not one of those people who can be useful yet to other people,
I can't help people with materials, as I can't find my own money yet,
I can't help people spiritually, as I, myself, aren't really religious,
But I can help people through what I can do, with my ability which have lots of limitation, I still can help people, even a bit.
When you're helping someone, you may have lightened their burdon,
Helping is not always about helping directly, you can smile to help people,
believe it or not,
smile has thousand meanings,
smile contains lots of secret mood booster,
smile is FREE, yet it's really meaningful,
so, why don't we start helping people, by just smiling ?
Being friendly and give them a little smile,
It won't always make other people happy though, depends on the person you're smiling on,
but why don't we just give it a try ? It's FREE people,
and based on some survey smiling can make you look a lot younger,
You have both advantage, you have your free botox everytime you make other people happy,
Let's smile everyone, as it still free and give you lots of advantage. :D


Sincerely,
with tons of smile, =D
Claudia Christin

wish me luck for this weeks

people, this week is going to be really tough for me and all of my friends in science stream. There are tons of test and project ahead. With great preassure to be promoted to the next grade, I'm quite optimistic actually, but anything could just happen, let's pray together and wish that God will lead us to the best thing could ever happen in our life. cheers. and have a great weeks!! =D

best day at school

hey, i just want to share with you guys that today might be one of the best day at school, it's because today school is not so depressing like usual. No homework, no test (actually there was Bahasa test but i don't cosider it as a test :p), no depressing subject like math with killer teacher. Today is so fun. But unfotnately there are some students missing from our class.
There are some who got to go for national science olympics trainings, and some were absent, there were only 18 of us left today at school. 10 people were missing.
It's so quite at class today, but it is still fun! XD
I love my class XI science 2, they are all the best.
We have the quite one, the noisy one,
the dilligent one, the lazy one,
the funny one, the serious one,
such a great class! happy to be in xi science 2,
for those who are sick , get well soon guys, we're missing you guys
for those who are trained for the olympics, good luck! I wish you guys all the best. God Blesses! =D

sometime you need to trust no one but yourself

Hello again people. Don't you think that I'm really active at posting things up to my blog? Am I overactive ? I hope you don't think so :D
Okay, let me start to share something with you all,
It's once again talking about trust to other people,
have you ever heard quotes which said "You can't live when you trust no body"
maybe this is not the exact quotation, but overall it's what the quote means.
Have you ever faced by two different fact from two different persons you trust at the same time?
For example,

situation 1
You : what's in the box?
Mother : jewelery
(then your mother go, and your father come)
You : what's in the box?
Father : Shoes

It's just a simple example, actually in real life it'll be much more complicated than these situations. Where you're standing between a line of two different fact which you don't really know which one is the true one and once you believe in one of the fact given, it'll change your whole mind about something/someone.

So, let's move on into a more complicated situation.
In high school life, it's just really ordinary when you're talking about other people,
There are things, I still can't figure out why, when someone talking about bad things about "their friends" infront someone else. Can you called them "friends"?
There are people who easily influent by someone else's statement about someone,

Here is the example

situation 2
Person 1 : He is such a freak.
You : really?
Person 1 : Yes. He's a freak. Don't get near him, or you'll be freak too.
You : Well, ok... (got influent)

Ok, actually this example is a little bit witty, but at least you can take my point, right?
Yes, this is where I mean you need to trust no one but yourself,
When you're faced by a statemen just like those one,
You may trust them, but don't trust it 100% when you don't really know it by yourself,
Sometime there are people who hate someone else without any specific reason, strange huh? Yeah, usually they are people who got influenced by their friends or surroundings.
I think, this is not a good action. Because when you don't really know the fact by yourself, the information you hear might be not the right one.
Because while information passes from one person to another, it may change through any mouth, so when you hear it, it is not the same with the first original story already.
When you're faced with those statement, don't take it seriously, just take it as an additional information. If you want to judge someone, you need to really know them by yourself. Don't judge people through other people becuse it's unfair.
Well, that's it. But one thing we can't stop trusting in, is our God ! cause he never lie and he keeps his words, forever. :D D D

Lemonade

I've just changed my layout, after a disastrous layout editing yesterday that made my bog look like trash. Why do i choose lemon to represent my blog which actually tells people almost about my daily experient in my life?

first, i love to drink lemon juice,
it tastes good and refreshing.

second, it's bright
the yellow color represent my target to keep my life always shining everytime, everyday, in any situation,

third, it's sour but still delicious,
yes, my life is soury but if i add just a little cube of sugar, it'll taste really different and good for sure, refreshing our mind, this represent how I look to things that had happened in my life, I prefer to see it from the positive side by 'adding' a little sugar to my life. =D

fourth, almost everyone love it!
this represent about how i want to make people feel comfortable when they're around me, that may make everyone love me

I think that's all the reason that pass my mind about choosing lemon as my new layout background. Enjoy it people. Now i want to start to study, pray for me, okay? May what i've learned today can be useful for tommorow's test. God Blesses!

learning guitar

Hey people. today i've just started my first guitar course. and i'm lovin it.
My teacher played me a few songs, and i'm really amazed with the sound of guitar.
I'm not really into pop guitar, i'm into classic one. With the sweet and relaxing melody. I love it soooo much. I wish i can master it as i'll practice everyday if I have time.
And guess what? I want song 'I will fly' by ten 2 five to be te first song I'm mastering. Yeeeehha. I can't wait to master that song . I really love that song from a really long time actually, but just a few weeks ago I know the title of the song from my classmates. LOL.

And now I'm developing my talent that God has give me, and sure it is our responsibilities to developed it. As the bible said that if we don't develop our talent it will be buried and won't cause any good. So we have to develop our talent about anything useful for other people! If you love to draw, master your drawing skill. If you love playing music instruments, practice and make your best. If you love playing computer, learn about it and make a better one. If you love shopping, try to grow your entrepreneurship skill and make your own boutique. There's just no such things as useless skills if it's use for good things. God will help us and guide us to make our best just if we want to try first. So just try anything, just in case you fall in love to what you're doing, stay focus, and make your best. This is what i've learned from my past experience where i haven't mastering anything that based on my skill / talent. I regret it actually. But nothing's too late to start. Whenever you start it, as you try it hard, you'll have your best shot! Have a blessed day people!!! =D

Not on my mood to study

people, really I'm not on my mood to study at all today,
I can't stop myself from having fun opening each picture folder on my laptop,
surfing for unique and funny stuffs around,
and now, I decided to put some picture on every of my post when it's neccessary, well because I'm inspired by other people's blog which are really attractive (for me) with lots of pictures on. well, here I want to share some pictures I've taken during my last winter camp to China.


this is how i look when i was in great wall and all of my pictures look like this, read nose just like a clown, wearing a coat which looks like a sack actually


This photo taken on new year's eve at Beijing , the most silent new year celebration i've ever experienced


This is how my hands going to be when I'm getting old later on, this is actually because of the cold weather and i'm stupidly don't wear my gloves on


me with my best friend on china's traditional vehicle, :D

Surfing for old stuffs

Hey, for so many times, I like to open photos folder and usually find out funny pictures, this time I found out my funny expressions when I went to Sukabumi with my whole family (happy moment =D) and tried rafting. It was such an unforgettable moment and it's very exciting. Here's some of the pictures taken, since that was my first time, I'm scared and i give some stupid and a little bit too much expression. LOL :p

too many things goin on

Hey people lately i've been faced with so many problems , I'm so sick of it already. Want to free myself for a while from every dilematic problems. :D
Anyway, i've just take a sneak peek at my photo albms , and i found this one out,
i found this one really funny. I took it on my last winter camp to China, I took it in one university there, I forget what the name of the university actually, perhaps it is named 'HanBan university' I'm not so sure about it. But they made a small technology exhibition for the winter camp contestant from all around the world.
One of the booth is this Chinese costume photo booth! :D I love it. Sometime I found it hilarious laughin at your own photos.

back to basic

hey guys , i've just changed my phone again,
but this time not to the more high technology,
but back to basic, nokia black and white, i don't even know what the series are,
Hmm, I'm not blaming anyone for havingfun with technology,
but it doesn't fit me right,
just the way i feel, I'm not mature enough to devide my time between studying and techology, that's why i'm getting rid of my blackberry phone to basic nokia,
I was before not usig the technology the way it used to be,
Handphone which is suppose to be gadget that help us to communicate with other people more easier change into things called "prestige" or what so ever people called it. They are like havig gadget war, racing to have the newest series or high technology phone, but not using it on the right way,
in my side of view, i don't really need blackberry yet cause I have internet connection in my house 24 hours non-stop, thn what is the advantage o using blackberry? Maybe there are some. When we're outside our house. But I think, we won't use it for really-really working, we're just using it to tweet on twitter, or update our status on facebook, right ?

That's what happened to me these past few weeks,
I keep playing my blackberry,
keep tweeting on twitter for things that's not important,
keep chatting with everyone
which really waste my limited time to catch up my score on the 11th grade.
Life is just so simple, when you want to get rid of something for good reasons, there'll be other things better come to us.
That's why i get rid of my BLACBERRY, to get a better score,
Really I have no offense, this is all based on my own experience,
for all blackberry users i'm just saying that you must thank God for creating people, genious one, who can create such an amazing unbelievable technology,
use it well people, use it fo good things, use it the way t used to be,
=D
God Blesses us all people! =D

I'm sorry for being so emotional

hey people. when i read back my last 2 posts, i feel like it's not really ME who wrote those things. seems weird for me to be so desperate about one things.
I think I might be thinking too much, getting mature too early,
and being so moody and emotional lately.
I don't know what the real reason is actually,
Seems like I have to enjoy my life more,
but still giving my best on my responsibilities,
Sorry for those who gt distracted while reading my last 2 posts which is really DESPERATE.
Thanks for my friend actually Effendi who told me so that's why i read it back once again and now i've just realized that what i've wrote and done last night is not reall a good thing. We should've be grateful and thankful for everythng had happened in our life, right ? Cause God will lead us to a better way even it doesn't look that way right now. =D GOD never leaves us , and what we are doing right now is what we'll get later on. when you do good things a good feedback will come to you unconditionally

life is hard

I think i had wrote things about this before,
Actually I'm happy with my life, but there must be time
when you're so down, you feel like you're isolated,
not supported, and not trusted by people around you.
That's what i feel right now.

I just don't have any idea how people got stuck into the same routine and things,
Well I'll tell you guys how hard i struggle on this educatinal thing,
First, I was really into medical studies, where I surely want to be a doctor,
My uncle, who's now work as a doctor, gave me a chance to go to China to take a look at the university he recommended, well that was last year,
As time goes by, I've made up my mind that I don't want to be a doctor anymore,
to be a doctor suppose to be my dream since I was a little child,
Yeah, and just as time goes by, as I learn more and as I'm getting more mature,
I decide myself to go into business,
some of the reasons are:

1. When you're becoming a doctor you need more money, more time to study
2. There are times I hate biology
3. I know it's hard for my parents to pay the fees
4. Almost everything (including doctor) doing business, right ?
5. My teacher said so
6. My heart wants to

I'm just really sure that I'm into business,
I, by myself seek for scholarship, good universities, and else
My mother DOESN'T EVEN CARE A BIT! really it sucks actually,
when you're trying so hard, but even the one you love don't trust any of your plan.
Yesterday, I saw a good signal from my mom, as she wants to go with me to an education agent in Pluit Junction, as what i had recommend.
FINE.
I was really excited, I got home earlier, prepare myself, go with smile on my face,
but in fact I'm not really happy though,
I got a lot of distraction, people push me to do "this" or "that",
I know they want the best for me,
I know they want be to me a better person,
I know they want me to be successful,
They're giving advice, that's qite logical actually for me to finish my HIGH SCHOOL in Indonesia first.
But, how can they don't trust me that i can make my best??
Why don't they see it from the good side?
Why do they always seek for a hole to let me down?
Life is hard, and it can't always be fair,
I just can be grateful there are people who are still care about me,
but please don't let me down, sometime you need to put a little trust, can't you guys ? *I said this words to those people especially my mom who can't never ever trust me.
I just can pray that everything is going to be fine
and God will lead me to become a better someone,
on PERFECT place, time, and way.
GOD BLESSES be with you :D :D :D

-Our Life depends on Him, and it always stay that way,